Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I am NOT prepared for this...

Ready for a roller coaster ride? Not political, not economical...if fact it impacts just me and mine.

My own personal SHTF for real. Seems I'm in the midst of a mental/emotional snap. Mid-life crisis at 31? Guess so.

Anyway, my time on here may get even more sporadic, but then again could get even more often. You'll likely have to put up with some seriously scary posts, I'll try to warn you. Point is I'm struggling and I'm not prepared for it. It was completely out of the blue, hit me from literally nowhere. Like a little pop in my brain.

Now I get to explain that pop to the spouse. Should be interesting to say the least. Suffice it to say, I'll be needing good thoughts, positive vibes and lots of prayers to see that I come out better in the end.

This scares me more than anything else out there, honestly.

6 comments:

treesong said...

You're in my thoughts and prayers, whatever your condition. Enjoy hearing about you and the screamers.

Ozark Momma said...

Thanks Treesong...The SHTF, but it's not the end of the world. The spouse took it better than I thought but we need time to talk things out without little ears.

I guess I haven't lost that magic with words just yet. He seems to think I'm right about a lot of things

Mayberry said...

I likes scary... Ha ha! Sometimes I scare myself! Keepin' ya in my prayers....

d.a. said...

Best possible outcome to you...

HermitJim said...

You know the Hermit is with you in spirit...hope everything goes in the best direction possible.

We are pulling for ya...

I drive my tractor in pearls... said...

If you want to email - you let me know! I understand....

Everyone needs a little "freak out" every now and then...It allows you to reset, go over a plan (eveyone works better with a plan) and see why the path you are on is a good one.

I will chat all you like - you can email at mymoderncountryhome@yahoo.com

Good luck - God bless - You are in my prayers!

The true danger is when liberty is nibbled away, for expedience, and by parts. --Edmund Burke